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My heart was beating so fast, I was in shock; I couldn’t fathom what had just happened. Michael clinched to me so tight and tears were flowing freely, even my nose was running. We had to go to the hospital and identify his body, my world had just crumbled down and I felt I was about to lose my sanity. Words alone cannot describe the feeling, it was intense and I couldn’t think straight.
Driving to the hospital was the longest drive I have ever experienced, we were quiet and I was deep in thoughts. We got to the hospital and we were told Ben’s vehicle collided with a Mini Commercial bus, there were people wailing all over. Michael held my hands; I didn’t want to be the one to identify my beloved’s body, so Michael went alone.
I looked around and blamed myself, maybe I had bad luck, what if I had not come back into his life? The guilt was too much for me to deal with, my heart was heavily burdened, and my strength was gone. I shut my eyes and I made a deal with God not to take his life and I will forever serve him. Michael came back howling, he couldn’t make him out since his face had been badly ruptured. I held my chest and went on my knees I felt so dizzy and weak, I passed out immediately.